Reminiscing Time in Jail

I was riding on the
edge of life at the
speed of death

When the voice of crafty creation
wrote in neon green sigils
with luminous ink
on the back of my eyelids
            so that
Every time I shut my iris
the image melts into
3-dimentional allusions to
illusions of hallucinations
where I stand in
hell, a restaurant famous
for brimstone smoked souls
served in skulls
where
I survive every second
waiting to graduate from life
through the inhuman calm
of an objective mathematician
where
I stifle rivaling legions
of our probable selves
and whisper and scream
by remaining silent --

The estacy of peaceful insanity
flows through all of us

Meanwhile in some corner of
an uncharted region of unremarkable
            confusion

We remembered tomorrow
and planned out yesterday
with complete befuddlement, by

the words of our declaration of
independence from memories
      carved in archaic anarchy
                              by

the tune of our proclaimation of
emancipation from history
      sang in anachronic discord

            SO HERE WE ARE

bundled up and naked and young
and old and wholly holy

We trust that if
If the symbolic rituals of cannibalism
in Catholicism can be holy

      that if
If the unreasoning crusades of
advertising God’s name in vanity can be holy

Then Allen Ginsberg was right

...

So even the circus freaks
who weigh us feed us
sedate us restrain us
record us medicate us
blindly - are us,
      are sanctity

Even the senile
who laughingly skinny dipped
into a pool of tears he cried
in his adolescent years
            is sanctity

Even the unthinking laws
of physics that strangles
babies in wombs with
umbilical cords
            are sanctity

Even the listeners who think
sanctity sounds like a pair
of feminine body parts,
Even lurking rapists suicide bombers
laundered money filthy politicians
reused condoms rusty scalples
broken kittens rabid puppies
castration scars and pus spewing clits
            are sanctity


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