Ethanol

I want to dedicate this one to Ethanol, the chemical name for the alcohol in your drink.

Ethanol

Optimizing opium

with a little blood

the heroine of my fairytale

simply floating in my coffee mug

Lustful thoughts of body

then

filled up my cup

mixed up with sin

tasting of metallic wine

Late night Dinner

in the morgue

Just to convince myself I'm not-a-not-a

China, Chinadoll on the shelf anymore.

I drank the liquor

letting it burn

burn holes deep in my brain

letting it down

drown my stomach empty of worms

Walking down the alley

with a handy hearty filling

bottle of pure fire,

A fight,

between sorrow and esctacy

      pleasure and pain

convincing myself I've seen

God's ugly white ass

I wish I am sober.